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The dark corner of my mind (6 of n)

In Unraveled on September 22, 2013 at 6:58 am

Raven’s eyes widen and looked at me in horror, “How do you know all this information? I mean everyone is still looking for him with assumption that he went somewhere and that is all!”

Yes, how do I know? I can’t even answer!

I look around me. Wait a minute, I know this building! But what building is this and where?? I can’t seem to recall. But the familiar feeling give me the creep alright.

Then I heard myself… “Errr, I’m not sure. I think I just heard someone’s speculating over this.”

Raven’s looking at me with suspicious look but decided to keep quite.

For now.

I.J.G

Excuse

In Unraveled on September 18, 2013 at 5:25 pm

No one has ever said anything like this to me before.
The lingering image I see, the past that made him, even when I close my eyes.

I’m a hopeless coward.
I’m using your past as an excuse.
I ran away.
I thought I was the only one getting hurt. Not you.

It doesn’t matter how short our time is, even just, until your feeling change, that enough.
To be honest, it still scares me.
But I’ll do the best I can and you’ll understand, right?
I could be hopeless, even then I do my best.

I.J.G

Can you….?

In Unraveled on September 12, 2013 at 8:51 pm

I am lost. Can you find me?
I am falling. Can you catch me?
I am broken. Can you fix me?
I am shouting. Can you hear me?
I am here. Can you see me?

I.J.G

Why oh why

In Random on September 8, 2013 at 10:07 pm

If I keep feeling this way, I might die.
It’s better this way, but why is it my heart breaking and I feel like crying?

I.J.G

Who

In Romance?, Unraveled on September 7, 2013 at 3:11 pm

Who is the person that your eyes attracted to?
That your hands protect?
That your voice calls out to?

I.J.G

Wonderment

In Random, Romance? on September 4, 2013 at 8:33 pm

Suddenly I was struck with the urge to cry.
Even if I want to move forward, I’m scared of what could happen.
I don’t know what should I do.
It terrifies me.

I’ve been trying not to think about the things I wanted but couldn’t have.
I thought that life was all about things you couldn’t have.
Some part of me had given up wanting anything. I’m human, aren’t I?
Even though I knew that this was pointless, why did I fall in love?

I.J.G

Necessary coincidences

In Random, Romance?, Unraveled on September 2, 2013 at 10:31 pm

On the path where coincidences are all piled up, how far in the future will it be when we can see what things are necessary.

If you could let me think, coincidence that’s related to me was something necessary to this path you’re continuing on.

If a day like that comes, I think that would be something to be happy about. Please let this “coincidence” be something necessary to him.

I.J.G

Empty hand (n of n)

In Random, Unraveled on September 1, 2013 at 3:04 pm

I thought it would be terrible to regret not taking the hands someone held out to me.
He held out one of his hands to me
Can I always hold onto that hand?
Or will there be a day when I have to let it go?

Even when I think about it,
There’s no way for me to know.
What I do know is that I have no intention of holding any other hands.

I’ll put both my hands out.
When he’s willing, I’d be happy if he would take them.

I.J.G