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Silver lining

In Uncategorized on February 21, 2014 at 8:09 am

Today’s encouragement:

God loves you enough to never give you something somebody else’s suppose to have.

Feel secure, feel confident. Live, enjoy and embrace. It’s your blessing, your opportunities, your situations, your timings, your moments.

I just heard those words this morning and somehow it really picks up my morning.  It’s just what I needed to hear!

For the past months or maybe years, I feel like I’ve been in doubts with everything in life. So many problems, so many unanswered question, so many wonder that makes me question whether God’s listening. Or of he’s even there in the first place.

And this morning I heard this mazing message that totally affirms all my faith and erase my doubts. Everything that happening in my life and around me is planned perfectly by God for me own happiness eventually.

Although I can’t really feel it now, but I do believe that God will never give us something that out of our ability and strength. and more often than not, it’s his way of assuring you that he’s around.

Coincidence is God’s way to remain anonymous.

Have a great day, people!

I.J.G

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Happy Valentine’s!

In Uncategorized on February 14, 2014 at 7:47 am

On this Valentine’s Day,  allow me you miss you even more than I do every single day.

I always regret that you never heard me saying those three words for you directly. It was so stupid of me. I’ve been through stuffs that making me sceptical practically about everything, including love.

Although you showed me day by day that that’s not the case, not with us. I’m too stubborn and afraid to listen. Yet you never tired of convincing me, loving me.

I still remember those surprises you made then. The dinners, the chocolates, the bouquets. The tulips you purposely sent, although you knew it would’ve died in a few days. Black colour, just my favourite.

I hated myself that I never gave you anything special back on this day. Even more that now I missed that chance ever. So now on this day, allow me to just say that I love you, so much. You were the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. Somehow I believe you can still hear me. I believe you never really leave me. Happy Valentine’s, love.

“You were my best friend as well as my lover, and I did not know which side of you I enjoyed the most. I treasured each side, just as I have treasured our life together. ”

P.S: Happy Valentine’s, everyone! Let’s spread the love! 😉

I.J.G

This is not a book, this is real life.

In Daily living on February 9, 2014 at 1:39 pm

Who are you?
Who am I?
Who are any of us, really?

We all have our public life, private life, and your secret life.
The one that defines you.
Well sometimes, it’s the people we think we know best, we don’t really know at all.

When you’re dealing with someone on the run, you need to be able to climb inside his head.
Think his thoughts. What would he do? Where would he go?
We are bound by our choices, we are more than our mistakes.

For us there is no victory, there are only battles.
And in the end, the best you could hope for is to find a place to make your stand.
And if you’re very lucky, you’ll find someone willing to stand with you.

This is not a book, this is real life.
And when things go bad you can’t just re-write the ending like you did with us.
The world’s hard enough as it is.
Can’t somebody say, “Hey, let’s be positive? Let’s have a good ending to the story?”

I.J.G

The dark corner of my mind (10 of n)

In Unraveled on February 8, 2014 at 2:18 pm

What’s all this blood?!
I stared blankly to the ground. Nothing but red.
Raven called me half screaming, “Hey, over here! You got to see this!” She practically pulled me in front.
I just followed her, eyes still looking on the ground. I can’t seem to avert my eyes anywhere else, until…

“Oh my God, how did this happened?!” Raven’s voice brought me back to reality. There, lying in front of us in the blood pool was the second finalist. His skull cracked opened. Well no doubt, fell from that high level.

I feel sick. But there’s this other feeling I can’t explain inside of me. Anxiety? Frighten? And…the most unsettling of all.. relieve. Victorious. Oh god.

I.J.G